I am bottomless.
In, in.
I hear you, I accept you, I love you, and I can give you everything I am for this moment.
In, in.
get out.
I have done it again. I have overwhelmed, overwrought, and certainly overextended. I don't even have the energy to expel, and fatally so, for now all I can do is lay at my lowest point and accept the pool of other people that I sit in.
The awful dreams will follow.
The nightmares of betrayal and hurt and everything I can't at all feel in this real life, but that my subconscious drowns in.
I drown here in all of you.
You have used me up, and I have let you.
WHY must you use me up so?
Questioning, I lay here, still as the air in a snow covered scape.
breath...breath...breath...
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