Puzzlement

You know what I was thinking?

I don't really fit perfectly into any label.

I'm too stubborn and rough to be girly.

I'm too serious to be a dude.

I'm too in love with clothes to be a tomboy.

I'm too in love with nature to be delicate.

I'm too clumsy to be considered graceful.

I love to dance too much to care.

I'm too American to be fully Arabic.

I'm too Arabic to love hot dogs.

I'm too smart to not care.

I'm not smart enough to make school my entire life.

I'm wealthy enough to be very comfortable.

I'm not wealthy enough to be able to not think about it.

I love rain too much to love a desert.

I love the beach too much to leave CA for long.

I am a ridiculous paradox and I'm not sure how I feel about it.